Love Hurts?

That time, we used to be happy
Well, I thought we were, But the truth was that
you had been longing to leave me, Not daring to tell me
On that precious night watching the lake vaguely conscious
You said: Our story was ending. Now I'm standing here
No one to wipe away my tears, No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with, No one to make me feel
No one to make me while, OH! What am I to do?
I'm standing here alone, It doesn't seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do about this burning, heart of mine
OH! What am I to do? Or how should I react?
OH! Tell me please!
The rain was killing the last days of Summer
You had been killing my last breath of love
Since a long time ago
I still don't think I am gunna make it through another love story
You took it all away from me
And there I stand, I knew I was gonna be the .....
The one left behind.
But still I'm watching the lake vaguely conscious
And I know---My life is ending
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Once, I saw my friend cried over a lost love. Looking at her, I do understand how much pain the she’s been thru. This whole thing scenario makes me think really hard actually. What makes the love of two people breaks when they still adore and love each other?

When comes to women, when they love someone, they will love that “someone” with all of their heart and he’s mean the world to her.

Men, always think that the women can handle the separation if they think the partner is strong, but, one thing they always forgot, when she’s strong, that doesn’t mean that she don’t have any feelings.

What does a relationship means actually? Some relationship may starts from friendship and somehow, somewhere the love just start to grow. Who’s to blame? It is true that love is blind. But, are we? I guess I am not alone when I make this statement, when two people in love, everything is so wonderful and nothing can goes wrong. Isn’t it? People can get crazy when not hear their partner’s voice for even a day, start feeling miserable if they start to hurt their partner’s feeling.. (even unintentionally), try very hard to make a phone call no matter how busy they were just to ease themselves from their hectic world.. and so many things that people are willing to do.

[ I didn’t understand the reason..
That my heart was beating like a drum..
I didn’t understand the meaning..
Then you opened up my eyes to..
A crazy little thin called love… a crazy thing called love.. ]

Sometimes, somehow it makes me wonder, when something goes wrong, even if they decide to take one step back, why does it look like they are taking 10 steps back? Suddenly they manage to live without their partner and skipped all the things that they shared before?

There are people who being left by the partner just like that and end up wondering around.. and keep on asking ourselves..” where did I go wrong?” , “Why me?” , “Why all this happen to me?” .. and the questions that remain unanswered will keep on haunting them until they are tired (god knows until when exactly..).

And they are couples that end up being friends, but, of course things are definitely going to be awkward. They try to act like what two friends usually does or talk about and try not to say something that will trigger or recall any good memories that they shared together. That of course the big NO of “I Love You’s” and “ Miss You’s”. But, does it work? How far can they hide the feelings inside them?

[ If tomorrow never comes, will she know how much I loved her..
Did I try in every way to show her every day.. That she’s my only one..
And if my time on earth were through..
and she must face the world without me..
Is the love I gave her in the past ..
Gonna be enough to last..
If tomorrow never comes
-Ronan Keating “If Tomorrow Never Comes” ]

Even worst, if they get back together and have something they call “relationship” just to get a proper closure. Couldn’t live the world of guilt leaving the partner and expected the partner cool-off slowly. At this stage, they will keep on hurting each other feelings.. (without they realizing it or not). The cool and cold behavior, the I-don’t-need-you attitude and try not to create any sweetness in what they call as “relationship”… that of course includes of no more the feeling of comforting each other, no sweet words.. and less care.
If they are not emotionally related, what in the world they call it a relationship anyway?
Even a best friend can do a better job than that.. ;)

[ Now I live with the regret..
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself..
To say each day how much she means to me..
And avoid that circumstance…
Where there’s no second chance to tell her how I feel…
So, tell someone that you love.. just what you’re thinking of…
If tomorrow never comes…
- Ronan Keating “ If Tomorrow Never Comes” ]


It’s true..”cinta tak semestinya bersatu”.. but still.. “love is forever”..